Taking a stand

I have to let go of the past, staying is unhealthy. Change is moving forward, clinging to the past is moving backwards.

To be direct, there's a girl I've been chasing for years, predating my PUA "revelation". If only I had the knowledge back then. Looking back, I feel like a looser, because I tried everything a BETA guy would, which meant, FAILURE. Epic failure.

I let my assumed status drop unacceptably low. And even now when I have the knowledge, I've managed to bump it up slightly, but its still not enough. Trying for her reminds me of my beta man years, which is painful. Even now, she remains immune to my alpha man charms, because of the assumed status.

So I've decided. In order to really change, I need to pulverize that identity, which means letting go of the failures that go with it. It feels soo good to say it, I'm finally moving on.

There are many fish in the sea, so to those future fish, better watch out ;)